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 So when I was just beginning to date I was shocked at how difficult it was;  but I kept at it with hopes that as I got older it would get easier.  Well, I’m now 20 years old and am pretty sure it has only gotten harder- ugh!  Last night I went out on a first date- though there will not be a second date I must say I had a lot of fun and laughed so much my stomach hurt at the end of the night.  The great thing was that I could really be myself and have a great, worthwhile discussion.  Maybe my luck is worse than I thought and good conversation isn’t hard to find but for me it always is. 

 The thing about dating is, it’s so awkward and uncomfortable… why, I don’t know but it definitely is.  Generally, I have an idea how things will turn out but sometimes I am surprised and last night was one of those nights.  Some people I just can’t be myself around which definitely escalates the level of uncomfortableness! Maybe I’m being too picky but no one has succeeded to a second date; actually most were lucky to make it through the first!  Thank-goodness I know I can come home to my dog and feel no remorse about being my quirky self and talking about nerdy “smart” kid stuff.  :) haha. 

  Again I will leave you with Marilyn Monroe’s quote: “I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.  I make mistakes, I’m out of control, and at times hard to handle.  But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best!”  mostly because I love it that much and relieves any guilt I have about being choosy but also because it’s that good and SO TRUE! :)

Vee

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